We Are Young

Stuck in Carolina.

First day back in Charleston wasn’t what I expected. I got to spend time with my cute niece and in laws, then had an awkward confrontation with my step father and mother and got my car back. I was heading toward downtown for City and Colour but all day I was feeling nauseous and I just went back home to lay down. It’s weird when you leave the place you’ve grown up in and come back to visit. Everything is changing and different. I feel as if I shouldn’t be here. I just wanna cuddle up with my husband and watch a movie. These next few months are going to be interesting. I still need to find a temporary or seasonal job and on top of that I need to buy scrubs. I really really hope Matt’s leave requests are approved and he can come down. We haven’t been a part for a while and I don’t like it one bit :( He also hasn’t really met our niece either and he loves her to death. I just have to keep reminding myself that it’s only 4 months and time will fly. Plus not only am I doing this program for myself but for my little family as well.

The only good thing about this flight to Detroit is there aren’t that many people in the waiting area, which means I have a high chance of getting a row all to myself.

Suicide Silence photos.

Such a disappointment on my part. All of them look like shit, and I really didn’t want to post but one good photo of them. All the photos from Terraform and To The Depths look shitty too. I think I might take them down before I leave for the airport. I haven’t shot shitty stuff like that in a long ass time. I guess it’s just a kick in the ass to get my camera fixed as soon as possible and to invest in a better quality flash. However the Trash Talk photos look great, I guess because The Downstairs was lighted amazing. I wish all shows were lighted that way. 

Really happy that Matt got out of his night jump and a mandatory picnic today. Spending my last night in AK with my favorite person in the world :) I’m gonna miss him like crazy.

Alaska on Friday, South Carolina on Saturday.

I can’t wait to be back in South Carolina. It’s going to be weird going back to civilization. Gonna miss Matt like crazy though :/ Hopefully he takes leave at the end of June and can finally see his family. It’s been a long 2 years.